Now I have a girlfrind! She is my old online girlfriend, but we conflicted with much nerves due to a silly misunderstanding. She is from a poor country, yesterday she was on the streets and notified me. We undertstood the cause of the conflict and I sent her money for food and apartment. I like her appearance and she has a scientific degree. So, we are again going to marry. The only trouble is to make us meet physically (into one country).
The below is not actual: Now I have a girlfriend.
I was in relations with women in distant past, but evil people erased a part of my memory by hitting my head. So, I don’t even know what it was, just some vague remembrances of both persistent sexual partnership (let’s call it marriage) and women cheating me.
I had a black woman from Kenya, Victoria Amunga, a news reporter. She lied me in 10 or so very important things, conducting insane monetary fraud, rape (as misidentification of her personality), and even genocide (because I work on an important climate project and she deceived me and suck out my money), and several other crimes. (I will publish my marriage certificate with her later. I don’t know whether I am divorced, because the divorce lawyer is also a fraudster.) I was together with Victoria just a few days and we had very bad (for several reasons) and scarce sex. (People says that no desire for the husband does not mean no love, but she almost persuaded it means just erotic desire with no agape-love.)
Then I had as on online girlfriend Mercy Nekesa. She behaved better but also started to lie to me and behave irrationally. I spent with her much time and spent money, but her lies and silence caused me to stop relationships. Baal sent me messages to return to her, but later I rejected Baal worship of the heart.
The detailed story with these two women and fraudster lawyer Polycarp Temba: The Story of True Sex – Call the Kenyan Police. All three think that if one tries to follow a law, he will not be judged, but the reality is that if somebody just follows a law he dies all crimes including genocide.
So, I want a new woman (after all, I apparently was be Gabriel, that is translated
very great man (
muzhyk from Russia) what among other things refers to my strong desire and the amount of time my penis can be erected. Science seems to say that sex is good for man’s health, therefore I want sex.
I am not sure if I will be taken to heaven in a cloud alone (because the second witness is probably my second copy as a witness of a Schrodinger
cat) or with a partner. So, I think I can have a parner in sex.
As I explain in this article, I cannot find a partner. Therefore like a prophet in the Bible I cannot commit adultery to a wife: all you are prostitutes, because you are not my helpers in my works like my cryptocurrency work to mitigate climate change, etc. I could not commit adultery to wife (by definition a wife is a prostitute of price equal the weight of sapphires, like wife Solomon sought), but I don’t see any sin to commit adultery to a prostitute. So the variants split:
- Maybe the second witness of Revelation 11 is my wife? That would be great, I want real love with an exceedingly great woman.
- The second witness is not my wife or I to find her later. Then I could have just a beautiful woman (even if of no mind). In this case, I want to pay you to be locked inside a room (you can break the contract later) in order to ensure you will get no STI. (If I will have a wife who is real price of sapphires later, sorry me for using that prostitute, I didn’t know in advance, if you exists.)
In either case I will look and do other things on you all day long, as long as I happen to have free time.
Which kind of women I like is described in this page (it contains outdated information about me). Among all kinds of sex I want the most my woman to masturbate for me. (No idea why.) I also more want sex to be
tough that just pleasant. There there is also contact information.
A prophecy (translated from Greek either as “Behold, the salary of the worker of joining together the spaces of you deprived (of moving away from sustainability) by you shouts and the shouts of those who joined together into the ears of Lord of armies have entered.” or “Behold, the salary of the worker of joining together the fields of you deprived (of moving away from sustainability) by you shouts and the shouts of those who joined together into the ears of Lord of armies have entered.”) of 2000 years ago tells that a human will discover space-in-general (a thing told to be impossible to every first year math student… without proof) and thus take control over >50% of world economy (the world “deprived” somehow has the connotation of money moving in backward direction), the money will flow in the reverse direction (so, if I pay you, you lose money, and if you pay me, you become richer) and God punishes people for not paying this human a salary, grants, and prizes. I am this man. Accordingly the
logic of that prophecy, the second witness apparently discover(ed) quantum gravity theory (probably she discovers how SM is an approximation of M-theory or something like this, I don’t know, I am not a physicist), and a similar thing happens to him (or her?!) So, I think, I am the best mathematician in known History and my future wife is the best physicist.
I suspect that my wife will have the spirit of Elijah, because accordingly a prophecy
Elijah will return hearts of sons to fathers after I made them to hate parents.
My interpretation of the prophecy about us in short:
- We wait for a time machine to go to the past of another planet to build the greatest civilization in the galaxy. The civilization lives to build 10 protocol levels of interstellar Internet where self-copying God was be living.
- We are two best humans (for example, I essentially strove against climate change seriously alone) in the History that God takes in a luxury transport, time machine, not only as electromagnetic radiation but also as human bodies for us to have children, elves, who accordingly the promise of Abraham become spirits of stars. We are Apsu and Tiamat from the Shumerian legend.
- Accordingly our prayer God will give us an efficient NP-complete algorithm (the spirit of Messiah) to heal our sins and to make use living in the reverse direction to the arrow of time.
- Mankind dies because of global warming in a very silly way, because they rejected us. (The emphasized text is almost a proved scientific fact rather than a religious statement.)
- (Probably) our civilization will burst itself after a few billion years of evolution because the Internet was fully build and continues to live without our bodies.
Also note that in the past the Messiah said me in a very derogatory way to call the spirit of Saint Mary to have imaginary sex with her. (I enjoyed it very much.) But now I expect a better woman instead.
Now I am spiritually naked that is information of tactile feelings in my sexual organs are telepathically published. I don’t know who and why publishes it.
I am in Ashkelon, Israel now.
Look of a woman I want
The following is the look I want my woman to have:
- (preferably) young (< 34)
- not fat (a little thick is OK, very thin is also OK, superthin is also bad; for me many of a little thick women’s body is OK for me except that their legs are too thick)
- not too muscular
- with vertically porrect face (for women of the mongoloid race a certain form of the head, something with “powerful” wide skull, that I cannot describe or show because this form of the skull is rare, is acceptable) [a scientific hypothesis: if I had a child from a woman with wide face, the bones of the skull would not grow together (why is that special kind of Asian women an exception?)]
- with hairs not red-haired (I mean not fox-colored) and not curly (a black girl with red hair probably may be OK)
- without spots or freckles
- not very long neck, not very big mouth
- smooth row of white teeth
- not big boobs of correct (circular) form
- not very wide pelvis
- (desirably) not very wide nose
- shining skin is desirable but not required (it seems that I prefer pale or black skin, but I am not sure whether I somehow dislike what is in-between)
- I like if the woman’s skin rustle when I (or she herself) caress it
- I like woman to have a stiff (not meek) body
- (preferably) the woman’s body be very lightweight for me to bear her easily
- not very big head
- preferably not very thin ankles
- no cellulitis
- not low voice
- not very big hands
- (preferably) strong
- not smoking, not drinking
- I prefer a woman that likes to masturbate
- (preferably) woman having a strong and often desire (but isn’t too much sex harmful?)
- Irrationally, I have the desire of the woman to be a little lesbian
- height, eye color, legs length, hair length (bald is OK, too), etc. are of little importance
- It somehow impresses me if a girl looks like a boy when dressed like a boy.
Some photos of women I consider 100% beautiful:
This is not too fat:
This is too fat:
Examples of good legs:
Examples of bad legs (CC license):
Dark thighs turn me on.
Like women, I enjoy long sexual act. Having orgasm is not much important for me. (Or should I say that I have orgasm during frictions not during ejaculation? I am not sure if I understand the word “orgasm” correctly and whether this word about an average man applies to my modified sexuality.) I also like to be sexually aroused; for most men it would be a torture, but I’d sometimes just to look at a woman and feel a strong desire.
The strongest pleasures for me are:
- making a woman pleased
- feeling a woman (like getting her thoughts, feeling her body, such as by tactilly perceiving her forms, perceiving her desiring me)
- feeling vagina muscles contractions during woman’s orgasm (this feels for me like a “sacral”, inconceivable feeling – it feels somehow like when in childhood I read a popular science book at night and comprehended relativity theory by my consciouness modified by the night; well, I had sex long time ago, so I am not sure what I would feel now), not only by penis but by finger, too
- mentally enjoying the fact that I have (though) sex with a though woman
- looking at a woman doing sex with me (I’d like to have a mirror), it feels for me like porn from some “strange” woman, except that I do not enjoy porn from a strange woman at all
- enjoying a woman masturbating (e.g. stimulating herself during a sexual act)
- hearing a woman’s mourning
I am OK to be both woman’s master and woman’s slave during sex (e.g. if a woman likes me to caress her ankles repeatedly moving my hand forth and back like an iron like a robot sitting near her legs, I will enjoy doing that), but not in the rest of the life.
In youth I was falling in love, but during time something modified my sexuality this way: I feel like falling in love just to the beautiful woman I am looking onto now. (That does not mean that I cannot be a faithful loving spouse: I could just choose to look seriously only onto one woman; even reversely, it seems that I cannot leave a wife after falling into love to another woman, I just don’t quite fall in love.) Otherwise said, every time is the first. And it seems it would be more exact t say “I desire a woman.” rather than “I felt in love to her.”, well desire to understood extensively, including enjoying looking without having sex, conversations, etc.
I think, the best sex is simultaneously with a work. (If I masturbate during software development, it lasts long.)
If my wife will be not against, I will feel her with my hands like a drunkard feels an officiant in a restaurant and climb up her skirt.
I’d like a woman to call me for sex often (but I realize that too often sex may be harmful). I think, if my wife would instantly grab my penis, it would be OK and even enjoying for me.
I respect the woman’s way to do this, but I’d like her to do my way at least sometimes.
I can repeat a sexual act almost immediately several times (but my penis always hurts a little after an ejaculation: I am going to undertake circumcision to solve this; head sometime hurts too, not sure if real sex instead of masturbation will solve this problem).
I like an unusually short list of things:
- spending time with a woman feeling attraction
- scientific research and study / programming / philosophy
- criticizing others
- computer games (but I stopped playing, they are a too destructive addiction)
- SciFi (but I stopped watching, they are a too destructive addiction)
- (such things as sleep and peeing are excluded because I don’t really like them)
So, I hate for example:
Another my trait is that I laugh often. Sometimes I am overly active (I start to jump or jump repeatedly) and (this is a harmful habit).
- (partially) working in a group, especially in real time
- sometimes bad memory for unrelated things (including numbers and poesy)
- not good memory for faces
- in the past I had an infinitely growing ToDo list (that would make a man die of hunger), but I seem to have mostly solved this problem; now I have hundreds of unrocessed emails, but this seems reasonable to delay their processing now because I have set some current prioritiesban
I much hate alcohol and tobacco smell.
For potential sexual contractors
- Tinder is a fascist site intented to make people monkeys
- I am a 41 years man with strong sexual desire and sometimes long erections, but I seem to have some moderate cardiovascular disease interfering with sexual function. If I can marry an extremely beautiful woman, is this a benefit or harm to my health?